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DIY Healthcare: Working on New Directions

Behold I am doing a new thing!  I am working in new directions because I firmly believe if one keeps doing the same old – same old, one receives  the same old results.

I want new and healthy results.  I want to be the best I can be.

I heard about a Medical Intuitive who was doing some sessions here in town and I was able to get an appointment.  It was not quite what I expected but she did shift energy around for me, which left me rather incoherent for several days and the flower essences that I put under my tongue during meditations really helped my body feel positive and good.  This Intuitive has moved on.  Her distance work does not shift or assist my healing process.

I have been told repeatedly that one does not need to feel the chemical emotions stored into fat cells as they release.  I do not feel this is true.   I feel that one is going to need to work at flushing them out of the system.

It is why people cheat on their diets, if one did not want to feel it the first time so stuffed it into a fat cell, who is to say that they wish to feel it the second time around?

A new teacher came into my life:  Fiona Regan of UVBlueHealth came to my attention. I called and made an appointment and her distance work is very spot on!  I could feel her moving energy out of my neck area and shoulders; my abdominal area was a gurgling mass of energy release.   After the session, I put the phone in the receiver and went soundly to sleep for over an hour.

Regan said, yes I would feel all the releases sometimes joyfully, sometimes like the pain in the stomach after a releasing massage, and sometimes I would have to shoo away a sad or negative emotion and release it myself.

I am drinking huge amounts of water.

4 days later I am still having very hard moments of sadness and depression – the difference being I can now manually release them and see them for their old circumstance and story. I have moments when I am 12 years old again and feeling the event as it is happening in my mind, but I know I am 60 and I let it go.

I felt the joy of a college romance this morning as I awoke – That incredible rush of being in love and full of energy.

I know when the emotion chemical belongs to someone else.

I recognize right away when I am feeling unworthy.

I am using Jenny Mannion’s birthday gift of Heal Pain Naturally ebook and it is working for me and a positive way to begin the day.

JD’s Sources of Insight YOU 2.0 lesson has just been a blessing

Tom Volkar’s incredible questions on his blog:
Tim Brownson’s humor and how he tweaked my comment into a meaningful reply:


Patricia – A better question than “Why am I holding on?” is “What is stopping me from letting go?” Why causes us to defend and justify and that is seldom useful. You are multi-faceted and your behavior has a positive intent. If you can find out what that intent is you can then look for different ways to meet it.

I am walking and dancing…. And making small change…

What are you doing to be the best you can be?

Beach Dancing

Beach Dancing

Related reading:
Anatomy of a Fat Cell
Transitions
DIY Health Care Plan – Skin Care
I Need To Tell You This

15 Responses to “DIY Healthcare: Working on New Directions”

  1. Barbara Swafford Says:

    Hi Patricia,

    I hope you’re feeling better. It sounds like the distance healing has been a real blessing.

    I also agree with what Tim Brownson said about asking ourselves those important questions. It’s in the answers we get closer to finding inner peace.

    BTW: Is that a photo of you beach dancing? :)
    .-= Barbara Swafford´s last blog ..Caution – Read At Your Own Risk =-.

  2. Evita Says:

    Hello Patricia

    This was a beautiful post and I felt your journey as little as I can through the computer medium, along every line.

    I am thrilled that you were able to get some energy work and distance healing – there are big benefits there for sure. And I know Jenny’s book will be a wonderful resource as well. I am also uplifted when I think of how she healed herself.

    I have never gone through what you are going through, with changes in your health like this, so I won’t pretend to know – but I do know that it is worth sticking to, no matter how hard some moments may get.

    I think it is incredible that you are feeling all those emotions moving through you – to me that says that indeed there is a lot of emotion that was not only stored – but of course not dealt with.

    So what would I do in this situation when my body or mind wants to take me down? I would surround myself with as many positive people, moments, books, resources or anything else that I could. Nothing negative – no news on the tv, no drama stories from friends or family. Allow yourself to have this time all to you – to heal. Allow yourself this time Patricia.

    And you are so right, I am a firm believer that old actions, bring us the same old results – here is to a new you!
    .-= Evita´s last blog ..Marcomé: An Artist and Music For the Mind, Body & Soul =-.

  3. Patricia Says:

    Barbara,
    Yes, the distance healing has been remarkable and I can actually feel the changes taking place. There are some major side effects but with all the positive I am sure I can hold through the rough stuff. The good news is that the early markers for diabetes are gone – what a relief – now we can focus in some other directions.

    Just having Tim change the direction of the question was so important….when you are meshed into the process it is so wise to have someone point these things out…this is another place that blogging can be extremely powerful.

  4. Patricia Says:

    Thanks Evita for your supportive and beneficial comments. The thing that I learned last year was that I do other people’s emotions for them and absorb them like a sponge….it is that many of the emotions in my body are stored there for other people….but they are talking to me and telling me their story as I release…and I now can see how the adult me knows how to protect myself from other’s emotions – they is probably why I became a counselor – to learn how…and why blogging and distance work is so good for me…
    I do think this is why some folks do not want to lose weight and feel the moments over again, but with journaling and working with the healer – we can identify and let got of old/past emotions that are not mine….as when my Father was fired for standing up for education in the State….I can put the story to the emotion and the time frame …. he could not show it so he gave it to me and being too young I did not know how to do “it” and held on until I could let go…
    It is taking a great deal of time though….no instant pudding process!
    Thank you Evita

  5. Patricia Says:

    not me dancing on the beach…!
    .-= Patricia´s last blog ..DIY Healthcare: Working on New Directions =-.

  6. Jannie Funster Says:

    To be the best I can be I am monitoring my acceptance, forgiveness and patience levels.

    Am hanging out with a LOT of trees and one particular park bench that lovingly accepts me for stretching and sit-ups a few times a week.

    I am working on song lyrics.

    I am saying No to other projects from outside my family past the fund-raiser on Oct. 24th.

    I had never heard of distance healing, sounds like it was amazing for you.

    This… “I recognize right away when I am feeling unworthy” is a gift to yourself. How do you handle those feelings when they come up? Just ride them out and know things will get better?

    Blessings and love.
    .-= Jannie Funster´s last blog ..Only 24 Shopping Days Until Halloween! =-.

  7. Robin Says:

    Patricia – this sounds amazing! I’m so glad you have found a collection of things that are shifting energy – I think it’s natural you would feel “all shook up”. I wanna see a photo of you dancin on the beach (just kidding).
    .-= Robin´s last blog ..Can Limitations Be Useful? =-.

  8. Davina Says:

    Hi Patricia. You’ve been doing a lot of work on yourself lately, from what I understand. That is bound to stir things up. Go easy on yourself… focus on where you are moving to, rather than what you are avoiding… “Don’t look down.” as they say.
    .-= Davina´s last blog ..8. A Trail Through Thyme =-.

  9. Patricia Says:

    Jannie,
    Hanging out on treed park benches and writing songs sound fabulous!
    The Distant Healing is quite a workout, but it has been quite an amazing process for me…. and to be able to identify old feelings as mine or someone else s has been powerful in making change happen.

    Robin,
    My trip to the beach was in the UK this summer and it was pouring rain we did have to dance out of the way of the aggressive sea gulls! Thank you for the referral to Jenny Mannion

    Davina,
    I am trying to take care…life keeps pushing in…I am always sunk if “I look down”
    Thank you for coming by and pulling me up :)

  10. Talon Says:

    Isn’t that the definition of insanity? Doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. It’s wonderful to take charge, be proactive and search out the different results. The distance healing sounds remarkable. You’re definitely on a life-changing journey, Patricia.

    For me, being my best means putting myself at the top of my to-do list and striving to find the balance between work and play that leaves me feeling joy in the everyday and satisfaction on jobs well done.
    .-= Talon´s last blog ..A picture really is worth a thousand words… =-.

  11. Patricia Says:

    Talon,
    I am working on 6 week intervals, that helps to keep me on track…but it is a ME track 1st.

    The distance healing was remarkable – I am still having trouble believing the outcome will match my intention, but it is really moving things out and forward for me to move away from and onto…

    Glad to find someone who rewards with a balance of play and work…I am still going to tackle PLAY in my plan ahead…
    .-= Patricia´s last blog ..DIY Healthcare: Working on New Directions =-.

  12. Dot Says:

    I’ve been sick with the flu and have fallen behind on my reading. I’m not one for all the woo-woo healing, so I don’t know what to make of that stuff. I spoke to, but did not hire, a medical intuitive (perhaps the same one as you) who charged an incredible amount for what she did/does. I read parts of her book and interviews, was not impressed. A good therapist would have done better.

    As for the emotions coming up, again, I prefer therapy, since you can choose when and where you deal with the old stuff. However, since I’m one of the least healthy people I know, perhaps I’m completely wrong.

  13. Patricia Says:

    Hello Dot,
    I hope that you are writing here because you are better – I have been working the garden and orchard big time around feeling energized and awful.
    I think one could read Carolyn Myss new book and get just about the same thing…but I decided to use Uvbluehealth because so many folks were getting better that I could see results and If I can not get myself better, I will lose my health insurance – then have no fall back position. And other than bloggers, I have no support systems in person…
    I had therapy for years – like the piano teacher takes piano lessons – it is required, but it did not do the trick..
    I think this is part of all the chemo therapy etc….human made problems…and my body does not like this stuff..???still hoping this works

  14. Victoria Hart Says:

    I know that experience of remembering/re-experiencing a memory and then freely letting it go…lately I’m having trouble doing that; would love to have your “healing energy” therapist today. I completely enjoyed reading every word. Thank you for sharing.
    V

  15. Patricia Says:

    Victoria Hart,
    Thank you for coming by and your comment- Welcome!
    I could use my healing energy person today also! I seem to be exhausted!
    Your kind words are appreciated
    .-= Patricia´s last blog ..An Invitation to a HARVEST POTLUCK =-.